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Thank you for your openness. You are incredibly brave! The way you describe your internal struggle so vividly is just beautiful. And, again, I am so sorry for your loss.

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Everytime you talk about baby Raphael I feel a raw ache and anguish in my heart, and yet I can see the blazing light that is guiding you through the dark. He was truly one of your most intimate and essential teachers Nicola. And through you he is ours too. ❤️

I see you Nicola, this is ours now. In this way Raphael is deathless, for you and through your stories, for us too.

I'm crying while writing this, all the more power, love and healing to you my dear Nicola.

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Wow, Nicola, just wow. Thank you for sharing this with us, it is ours now, indeed. Thinking of you and the several exquisite lines from this piece.

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